I think I stick to my lifestyle, which means to enjoy life
Feel good, travel, drink good wines. Sex and family, and maybe in future a bit more family. Carrier, stress, nope, that’s nothing for me. If only the money is enough for a pleasant life I am satisfied. And all of you out there, don’t forget the family, and by the way, don’t forget that your life can end the next second. Stroke, heart attack, cancer…
Jaqueline wanted to go to Liseberg today and so we did.
We went on Balder and Kanonen (the tearaway on Liseberg) and saw a stunning 3D movie and a lot more. Furthermore a good dinner and I was happy. My fugitive brain cells knocked and just wanted to get back.
Shortly said, a really fun day! But… my trough hurts a bit after all shouting
Today I helped the most sweet couple (Rosita and Matteo) that I ones had as students about 7 years ago when I freelanced as a computer consultant. By that time I worked among others for ABF where I took care of this little group of OAP.
I ran around like an dizzy chicken and tried to explain with a more or less good results, probably because of my “great pedagogical ability and patience” (thank you Rosita, but you have to know that inside my trouser pockets my knuckles where going white, ha ha ha…)
What I actually wanted to say is that I really admire people from the older generation that despite of disputes and different opinions stay together. I have been trough a lot of crises in relations of which the last hurt me very much and took as long time to get over as the relation lasted, namely 3 years, 3 horrible years of sorrow.
People took love more seriously before and in their generation people still do.
What are we Swedes doing in the Thai culture? Behind the friendly smile there is, at least the man, anger and hater. We western man come to their country and take their women. We come and with our fat wallets. The women dream about a better future but don’t understand what is waiting in west. I have been abetting to this until I came to better knowledge. I know by own experience that the cultural differences are enormous, we are really differing
During the years it came to be that I with one leg stand in Sweden and don’t feel at home, I just want to go to Thailand, with the other leg I am in Thailand, and just want to go to Sweden. But where is my heart?
It’s obvious that you change behaviour depending on environment. My mother is here from Poland and I keep up the good manner and smile but I can hardly get out from the office. I heap myself voluntarily with work.
I got a considering MSN from my economical adviser today:
- Do you want to go out and drink some beer tonight? - Tonight??? Nooo I have to get up early tomorrow - Fuck u…then I go out myself, shit, are you Swedish now?
Do I have something to write about today? No! My weekend can be summarized in three words. Computers, computers and computers. Well a few more things of course, like dazed crayfish party, dazed Thai dinner, dazed night life.
Instead, building computers, using computers and yes, I almost forgot: The TV is a good friend.
I admit that I miss music; I admit that I miss culture. I miss the tours, experiences, both the artistic and the secular.
For those of you that don’t know the story why I quit playing violin, I can tell that it was after an assault and battery by a jealous lover to my ex girlfriend. A doctor gave me notification that I would never get full capacity in my hand. The alternative was to become a music teacher. I chose to quit totally. I quit when I was as best, studied, became a lawyer, but worked as a computer consultant.
In the end everything is about life quality, choices, as well volunteer as those you are forced to. Maybe I go back to music but after have heard the recording at sober calibre, I realise that I have a lot to catch up with; a lot of practise and unfortunately the age doesn’t make it easier. I don’t want to be a pathetic figure that I have seen a lot of, that after a long time stopover get back to the music.
I think everything is about having a good life, but I admit that I miss to be on stage and hear the clapping; I miss the heartfelt that is to find in music, to put across feelings, to make feelings, to make people to feel with their hearts . But I have a good life; I have what’s called quality of life
I am so tired that things don’t work. None of my domain names works right now. The reason is that I lost my Visa card in Thailand and got a new one, there for the payment method doesn’t work.
It is very irritating since my hits on Google are very high right now and those are going to drop now. Right now, if I write something it is on all the search engines within a few hours. It is now destroyed by my domain provider.
An example. Search word: “wojtek” 3 place, “wybraniec” first place, “kolumnen” 2 place + many other once
I just hope everything works by the end of the day!
I don’t have time to solve the world problems today. It has happened a lot out there while I enjoyed life. The funniest, out there, was the thing with house taxes that where supposed to be dropped and what the so called alliance has gone to elections on.
But now I have to clean up here! Maybe I should call the polish girls that live nearby. Here is at least 10 hours of work to do. What do you pay for that?
Tomorrow it is party again. I am especially looking forward to see one person. Guess who?
BTW. I love all the kind comments. It encourages to even wider writing. Maybe I should start to sex blog again, but nobody would believe me! I think I call the polish girls now. They help out with the most.
It has been party for two days with my economic adviser from Thailand. I met a very beautiful Korean (Swedish) woman that was so alike the doctor that took care of my friend the other day when he got a heart attack. Incredibly beautiful and intelligent. To bad that I cant say the same about myself, and I am married!
Interesting theories where made about different questions by my economical adviser. Ha ha ha, we had a good time anyway.
I can today only feel frustration about life. As I so many times said before, life is totally unpredictable. Problems are there to be solved, but they have a tendency to come at the same time. Now, my closest relative has been threatened to death and almost strangled today. It has probably to do with my latest problems. Also a case for the police unless I don’t take care of it my self which seem to be a reasonable alternative.
It is a violent world that we live in and I sometimes think back and wonder where the good days back in 70-s has gone. The values of life where so good. Today maybe a bit of a laugh, but still…
Finally a little statistics
In Sweden 1% of so called “common crimes” are solved In Thailand almost 80% of “common crimes” are solved
It makes me wonder how people act. Of course I now know exactly where the threats come from and it makes me laugh. I have name, the social security number, address and exactly where the threats came from. Police is involved as well as my friends. I will not say more than that.
What concerns me is that the person that starts it all is not aware of the consequences. But on the other side this person has never had any intelligence other than find out ways to “fuck” with me a number of years!
I am calm and I am not worried about anything anymore. I know what the whole thing is about and most important, I KNOW WHO THEY ARE AND THE REASON TO THESE THREATS!
Loser I am waiting for you! Loser, I wait to tear you a part if you do something!
I had an assignment to do during a few days. Some friends of mine had just bought a house that needed renovation. Unfortunately something didn’t mach in our opinions of under what suppositions a work should be done. Since I felt like an bullyragged teenager I dander and leave the place
We hitchhiked with an exceptionally nice couple. They had seen us on the highway and actually turned back to pick us up. I am very grateful that there still are people like those when you are in trouble
Thank you if you read this. I whish that more people where like you, nice, intelligent and helpful without any intentions of own winning
The Rolling Stones concert is booming outside my window right now. I live so that I can see and hear from home. I could go to the concert for free today but I said no thank you!. Sure, I am an old man. If somebody asked me 20 years ago the answer had be different
I am totally exhausted after 3 days roofing at a house. You people that have never built a house don’t understand. It is really not like “Total makeover” programs at TV. After 3 days hard work without a shower I look mostly like a homeless person.
I like it better in my bed after a much desired bath with an open window, LISTENING to Rolling Stones thinking about my wonderful wife
Wojtek Wybraniec
