Quality of life

Most of people that I lately talked to thinks that I waste my talent because I do something else than play violin. That is after they heard this recording.

I admit that I miss music; I admit that I miss culture. I miss the tours, experiences, both the artistic and the secular.

For those of you that don’t know the story why I quit playing violin, I can tell that it was after an assault and battery by a jealous lover to my ex girlfriend. A doctor gave me notification that I would never get full capacity in my hand. The alternative was to become a music teacher. I chose to quit totally. I quit when I was as best, studied, became a lawyer, but worked as a computer consultant.

Than things happened that made that I ended up in Thailand, but that’s another story.

In the end everything is about life quality, choices, as well volunteer as those you are forced to. Maybe I go back to music but after have heard the recording at sober calibre, I realise that I have a lot to catch up with; a lot of practise and unfortunately the age doesn’t make it easier. I don’t want to be a pathetic figure that I have seen a lot of, that after a long time stopover get back to the music.

I think everything is about having a good life, but I admit that I miss to be on stage and hear the clapping; I miss the heartfelt that is to find in music, to put across feelings, to make feelings, to make people to feel with their hearts
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But I have a good life; I have what’s called quality of life